Whoa. it has been a weird last few days. i am still not sure what in the heck is going on. i haven't felt like blogging but i am back in action.
without going into too much detail: i have found out the the BF has been hiding something from me for 2 years...and when confronted about it...he lies to my face all because it is "relative and not a big deal b/c it wasn't affecting our relationship." He confesses after 24 hours.
last night he asked are we breaking up or are we going to work this out. and asked what can he do to make this right. well, i really don't know. truly what is done is done and it is in my hands now to make a decision. i don't know how to fix this - or what to do, he does know that i am pissed however. but how long can i hash this issue or be totally mad and still be with him?
it freaks me out still. but i didn't break up with him. we went out to eat last night came how and fell asleep. i had to paint a smile on because it would have been pointless to contine to want to cuss him out.
i love him dearly - but we are on 2 different levels about a lot of things.
how can we bring ourselves together, communicate effective, and work through this?
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Dazed & Confused
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Well, we talked about what all was going on. And I am still not sure as to what you should do. I have told you the way I feel both ways, breaking up or staying together. All I can say now is just keep praying on it! And call me if you need to talk! :)
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