The Only Thing That Stays the Same...

is that everything changes.

Bizarre. wow. this week has been insane. so, i guess i now have another ex boyfriend.

three years of a wonderful relationship squelched in just 2 weeks. TWO WEEKS! it all is a little much to handle. i have been handling things well right now - but i am in a daze. i don't know what hit me.

the truth is...i don't even know what to say. i can't really describe my feelings. it is bitter sweet. i am free as a bird again - but devistated at the same time. just to know that we couldn't make it over our first really major issue.

i haven't spoken to him in 3 days. however, i am about to call him and see when he wants to get his things.

i have re-painted my room *finally* and bought some new cute pillows. and yes, the color is a surprise :0)

now i have to come up with some plan. the freedom and the future is vast at this point. as silly as it sounds...not having any strings attached to anything here is very frightening.

i have thought about changing everything. starting with my bedroom. next a new job. next a new hairstyle and body (from working out), friends, location, and clothes. not that i don't like who am i am....i am just unhappy about where i am at right now.

ahhhhhh...

i will say my goodbyes, but will be back regular soon. i am almost over this current bummer and there will probably be way more juicy details about my life to come. at least hopefully.

now my themesong plays as my post closes..."Another One Bites the Dust" :-)