Hump Day

McDonalds rox my sox. now any size drink is $1. that is awesome. i always get a grilled snack wrap (honey mustard) for lunch. this has been going on for like, 6 months!!! Yes, its getting old - but still low cal and super cheap. yesterday, i realized that i could get a large drink for a buck too! SCORE!

I have also started running in the afternoons. I have upped my slight walk to some jogging. it makes me feel great and will hopefully burn some xtra calories.

H has finally got an apartment. he started moving in today. i have not gotten to see it yet - but i will Friday. i'll help him clean things up and settle in.

aside me FINALLY getting to see my boyfriend more (i've been excited for so long) - i have had a hard time getting a grip on what all as been going on.

after all the drama i've felt over the last 2 weeks, H decided not to answer my phone calls night before last at all. no answer and no call back. yesterday i thought i was going to lose it. last straw. i had almost made myself sick i was so mad. all i could do was hold my cool. i wanted to break up. i wanted to run. instead i just explained that the way he was acting was not cool and he must answer the phone if he wants me to be happy because there is no reason for that. he appologized, said that he promised he fell asleep (which i know is not true) and would answer my calls.

well, he has upheld to that. first time in months he has started answering me. i love him, i truly do but this has still just been bizarre. seeing as i only have 2 choice (stay or leave) i guess i am going to stay. i don't guess my BF can always be flawless as i have always expected. that truly is unrealistic.

so, that is where i am on that. crazy.

but, i must go see my future cousin-in-law in enough time to come home for a deaceant bedtime!